now it just sucks again.

it just feels like you left me and became someone I used to know.

I feel the urge to hold my head together to try and make it stop.

They make my life hell. why did you have to leave me now I don’t know what I’m going to do.

I still have no words on what to say. I’m sure they will come slowly. I love you so much I always will we were the best of friends. You took care of me and I did my best to do what ever I could for you. We laughed and cried and did so much together. So many thoughts in my head right now. You were a crazy girl but i loved you. We had so many plans and you had so much more of a life ahead of you. 

-I love you so much and I’m trying